My Bio philosophy
Eventually being seriously compelled by my own intuitive and cathartic drive I want to flow my exhausted stream of consciousness .
I am past middle aged physically normal gentleman embellished with totally different kind of psychic bent of mind and heart . I am in job . Teacher . I love to teach and train good students , disciplined and ideal disciples , want to make them thoroughly learnt , but to my misfortune I, frankly speaking don't find any such .
I always say that I strongly believe. I am truth seeking , don't support corruption of any sort and I love truth and its display . I am a little more than half satisfied with my job of teaching just high school pass out juveniles. But I believe I could well have been placed in the best position of my present job cadre. A central government professor , dean ,vice Chancellor or scientist. Yes it's very true that I could very easily have been. The very nearest reason is that I didn't make any serious effort to be . Just I had negligence and idleness to my career attempts . Now I am a senior Reader .
There is no such thing as misfortune or bad luck . Fault lies solely with us . We are only responsible for our misfortune and loss. No body can be blamed for that .It is only our own done deeds that has had turned into our fate . Even the outcome of our action or deed depends upon our own past done deed.
Let me confess an ever living fact that I am fully and fatally post liable for what how and where I am now. My self is my best friend and my foolish foe. All children adolescents juveniles don't understand this reality and secret of life's prosperity. Their mind and heart flies with their passion in the colourful sky of their dreams. This too incurred invariably in me like all other commoner children .
Only the fewest children among thousands manage to overcome these hard obstacles of mind can succeed and prosper in their lives .
I was born to my father Shri Jogendra Nath Chakravarty and my mother Shrimati Manju as their eldest son on 11th July night 1964 in Ghusuri a suburb very near to Howrah in West Bengal . Although my parents belonged to Howrah and Calcutta , my father had came to Southern Odisha in the district of Koraput in 1954 taking his new central government job appointment in newly launched DNK Project being persuaded by two of his bosom friends and well-wishers Mr Hiralal Chakladar and Mr Radhaballabh Banik and his elder brothers.
My father was very deeply religious minded since his childhood practicing frugality and austerity a life dedicated to his spiritual supreme lord Shree Shree Thakur Anukul Chandra to His Holy Name he was inspired and had taken Initiation with full hearted devotion then. Several times my father saw Him and was in His divine company . He was only my proud father who took his elders and only younger marine engineer brother to Shree Shree Thakur and had all of them His Holy Name initiated .
Spirituality was deeply in my father's instinct since his boyhood days as often told by him . I believe he might have been a religious preacher and dedicated to his lord in his last birth . There very surely exists the ever cyclic process of birth death and rebirth and it's a scientific truth.
My father was initiated in Shree Shree Thakur 's Holy Name by Sri Radheshyam Bhattacharya , a senior Satsang Ritwik and he caused my father's marriage near Kolkata in a very respectable family .My mother's maternal family was very prosperous and highly academically qualified and were posted in prestigious noble jobs.
Every happenings are pre destined owing to the invisible nexus of indebtedness linked with our own deeds .There is no such entity as luck or fortune ,our deeds and actions transform into our luck and fortune. The result of deeds are our fate or fortune. This is very true to everybody and every living beings .
Mother was educated and was in her second year when she was given in marriage. She had matchless prettiness and beauty in her as well as physical and psychic. After persuation she joined Central government job in my father's department in his office beside him .She had to her job recruitment examination .
My mother begun her daily office job in Malkangiri in Dandakaranya Project . Malkangiri is in southernmost part of Odisha thrived by dense forest land , aboriginous tribes and wild lives bordering Andhra Pradesh and Madhya Pradesh.
My primary academic education begun there . School surrounding and academic atmosphere was excellent and so brilliant was the teachings of all lady teachers there.
My maiden education there in primary vernacular school left an ever unforgettable memory in my present life of nostalgic regret. Those golden days years and age shall never and never be back again. I my childhood days I certainly was a studious student with a sulky shyness.
Only God , the Almighty and I perfectly know myself who, how I am . Nobody knows my true character . It is of course a very fewer persons could forecast my inner true self and those too very accidentally and as a matter of mere coincidence and destiny .
I confess a very truth that I am a very simple and innocent person. Only for this simplicity innocence and broad-mindedness I have had very often been cheated by so many people. They have got much profit owing to my simplicity .
It is too true that Iam not fool. My personality is neither so unkindly stringent nor too liberal. Always I want solid proof of any thing. Then I tend to take action.
I never believe in speeches. I fully believe in action and deeds being done . Iam a sharp aggressive man of action and strongly in favour of noble developing radical changes for the overall benefits of earth and mankind .
I can endure much physical hardships and strenuous tasks but I can never and never tolerate any kind of curruption, wrong doings malpractice cheatings tortures bad practices exploitations to innocents faultless and guiltless persons. I also can't tolerate high and loud rebuking warnings and speeches made except live saving emergencies .
I like adventures explorations and discoveries. I like novel inventions for the prosperity and stability to make our mother earth green and ever healthy.
I am very dutiful responsible and honestly adhered to my prime noble duties to my whole family wife children parents brothers and sisters all relatives and friends . I am always have to help and give service to all the needy .
I am keenly inclined to truth as an obsessed truth seeker. I stubbornly hate all lies except slight silly jokes made . I strongly never prefer all the silly trivial things that I do never like at all and those are not made for me.
I am exulted with my own noble intuitive theory of pragmatism that teaches me to seek and learn divinity from sacred scriptures of Hinduism . I love and respect all the living beings equally as they possess the very same sacred and immortal soul in them .
I believe truth and fully trust the same .I am candidly devoted to Karma that is deed and I heartily trust it . I can never tolerate any sort of injustice done to anyone and anything .
Our mother earth posseses every essential biological and organic things needed for every living beings and our world society is fairly assembled by all types of behaviour aspects attitudes aptitudes styles thoughts and emotions .The paths of life have hindrances of struggling periods . The earth is a vast learning place with endless research activities.
Living beings are born again and again here basically to pass simultaneously four attributed reasons namely to do duty ,to learn ,to under go the consequences of their deeds done and to embrace death when their destined time comes.
I am fairly farsighted to see the enigmatic future. The present life is never an end to itself. There are lives ever continuously one after another far ahead of us to suffer . Everyone must have to get his due very surely with all interests in due course of time . None can never get rid of this rule. The earth is proportionately balanced with all goods and evils strictly according to the deeds done by all living beings.
Since my intuition and intelligence concerned I love philosophy, psychology language linguistics literature economics religion education sociology ethics moral science naturopathy homoeopathy feminism environment nature and wild lives . I am honestly able to go deeper into these branches of knowledge and can do research explorations in my own intuition and intelligence if given opportunity . But my all concern is lack of spare time and mood .
Still within my stipulated time limit and further my very busier schedule with my family world and office work I have written so many intuitive articles and essays on many philosophical subjects.
I honestly confess the facts that I am an honest truthful ideal upright and candid person. I am a man of value and domestically and socially a very responsible person . I never want to cheat anybody even animals and anything . I always want to save and preserve all the assets and resources of nature. I never encourage any sort of corruption and pollutants harmful to the earth and society.
Very often I feel nervousness amidst all sorts of social evils. Being alone I am absolutely helpless to modify the world society . I need the help and strong support of people. I have a great many noble and intuitive ideas to turn the world society to a very better position and status . I am explicitly against destruction and I want to preserve all resources of nature food forest energy and water.
I always want all sorts of evils duly punished and feel happy when the same is being done. I might rightly be known as a one man army against all evils. I sincerely want to reform society and its every out dated and awkward systems for a better utopian nation . But unfortunately who will carry out ideal policies and follow good systems since the world society is thrived with lawlessness and lack of consciousness ?
Trivial and valueless things in each and every field has stronger roots . It is very hard and painstaking to uproot them.
The world society is in a balancing see saw state well designed by the Almighty Creator very proportionately and rationally in accordance with the enormous deeds of every beings.
Here everywhere we are inimical to each other owing to lack of right consciousness and farsightedness .We all are alone despite over population . During the time of actual need how many helps and goes together for support ?
Almost all of us can't identify our actual enemies and hindrances of progression and development. They all are selfish and hoarding money and riches without a least thought for their nation and own sacred ethnicity of their holy land. Really it's very shameful and pitiable to see their own destructive aptitude in the short span of present life . But truly life is an ever continuous soul carrying eternal process of birth and death that never ceases from being and becoming.
I am a very bitter experienced person of vast varieties from top to bottom. Gathering wide varieties of experiences since my childhood days has become one of my favourite hobbies . I firmly believe that the combination of experience and realisation gives real knowledge.
My childhood and boyhood passed through mental satisfaction and happiness from some considerable sides. Parents care love and affection always always influenced and supported me .
I am a well satisfied person with almost all aspects except lies torture and delays . I hardly ever open my mouth to shout at if only I am very exited . In my boyhood unripe adolescent days our home caretaker Rekha di a teenage very intelligent brahmin girl some years older than me had successfully taught me the ways and means of life and it's true purpose . Her affectionate teachings gave me full inward satisfaction . She left me deeply indebted to her throughout my life.
I was physically very weak since my childhood and it continued till my post adolescent years. My nervousness and shyness apparently ran throughout my life . Significant reasons were there behind this drawback but it is a matter of fact that I could never overcome the same for reasons untold.
Luck or say fortune considerably supported me up to my pre adolescence but as I grew up slightly Hamartia disease i. e . error in judgement caused by ignorance or sudden weakness gradually grasped me of which I could never get fully recovered that too only owing to my strange nervousness and shyness through struggle .
Men act upon wishes. So I got married fully upon my own wish at right age but not in right time because I was still not in a position to maintain my conjugal life and family as I was very meagerly paid. My parents gave my marriage in a Satsang Ritwik's good family who had passed away two years before my marriage to his eldest daughter. The marriage advertisement of both coincidentally came Satsang magazine. My father too was one of the senior and devoted Ritwiks just like my late father in law Sadhan Chandra Bhattacharya .Hence our marriage took place in April 1994. No astrology and horoscope match etc formalities were not at all seen . I married so to say in a hurry. I was , truthfully speaking destined to as indebtedness to my past deeds. This is universal truth and applies to all.
Frankly speaking , to my very good luck I have got a noble loyal and very spiritual minded wife . I shall never hesitate to tell that I have learned so many uniquec goodies from her . She is a very nice decorator designer and an excellent cook .
Knows a great many good things , has a stronger intelligence and fearlessness from all evils . She is God fearing and equally very lovable . I am only truly concerned with her . I feel much pride to say always that I and my children has eaten so many and many very delicious dishes desserts of every varieties and gladly relished upon the saliving taste.Her
cooked breakfast dishes always happened to be of enormous kinds of deliciousness .
Her sweetness preceding her sweet voice tied her family home and worship together with sentimental sanctity.
She did and gave her utmost best care and guidance for me and my children and as well as for my parents and all my siblings and closer relatives acquainted .
Her only younger sister my in law Sobita too at any rate was not inferior to her in a great many qualities. Both of them might surely have benign blessings of their Thakur lover father. Both of them were even blessed by my Thakur dedicated father too.
All my true love affection and high applause showered on them especially on my beloved wife . Evidently she was very sweetly related to me in our last birth might surely be in other form and even too we shall be together in another sweet relation in next birth.
My elder child is my very brilliant and talented daughter Chinmoyi .Name was given by me. She may not be physically strong but mentally she is quite opposite of that. Both my daughter and gentle son Amandeep are caesarian born in Durg district headquarters hospital. My wife Kalpana had undergone much pain hardship sorrowful sufferings much especially before during and after Chinmoyi's birth . How much pain and hardship Kalpona endured she knows I know and Shree Shree Thakur knows. I can very honesty say it is certainly out of of common human ability to bear that much hard suffering. She certainly had that spiritual power and God's blessings upon her.
My sweet daughter Chinmoyi possesses inborn or innate creative talent intelligence insight since her childhood . Her creative and academic line was somewhat different from others . She might never be able to ride or drive vehicles. Her planets are placed in adverse position in one particular home in her horoscope. We all believe in Astrology .It is a great science.
Since Chinmoyi's adolescence she had very often been innocent victims of jealousy malice and suppressed wrath of some students and people even close relatives . Deeds of indebtedness must have to be suffered at any cost in any birth.
Human deeds and actions done in any time transforms into our fortune. Sufferings of any sort is variably inevitable . Especially I have had very often been severely victimized, humiliated and roughly insulted for no reason by many people those I can't forget . These all happens in everybodys life .
One of our worst neighbours when Chinmoyi was in Ninth standard severely applied black magic spell on her to destroy her only owing to anger especially on me and Chinmoyi and Kalpona .She was Chinmoyi's school teacher .My offence was I had detected some of her faults in Chinmoyi's English answer paper valuation . Her family members with husband and only one son more especially she was intolerably malicious to our family more to my daughter was far beyond limit .They were always recklessly after our total ruin even being newcomers in our home town. We were gentleman as I had a social status being a senior lecturer and well known in our town .
My family got severely disturbed harassed and mentally upset.Many of our valuable things destroyed vanished by evil black magic spell including my wife's family asset gold bracelet . Wrist watch pounded , medicine pills spilt and evaporated ,cell phone SIM hacked and lost , school bags dropped on floor in a circle order ,ghost apparitions and shadows seen even one mobile phone automatically switched on and our diarnal talkings heard my daughter had strange knife cuts on her arms and legs etc all sorts of evil magic spelt in our family all day and night especially on my daughter . They practiced black magic whole night on the first floor where they lived . It was four storeyed apartment .We were tenants there .
Finally within a few months being desperate we moved to a new first floor rented house . There the house female house owner was very shrewed and a rowdy woman teacher. Staying in their house was a panic over her two pet dogs. Even there the spell of black magic did not spare us for months altogether .
It had been Shree Shree Thakurji's benevolent mercy that haunted on my daughter Chinmoyi to do some remedial measures according to His divine directions on dream that we gradually got rid of all these nasty black magic after more than a year.
In our new rented house there black magic applied on us especially on my daughter by three or four parties combined unknown to each other.We were severely being put to troubles and harassment only owing to jealousy to my daughter. It was for not that she was very beautiful but she was very pretty simple innocent and talented.
Both my offsprings are very obedient docile and submissive and to tell about my son he is far more superseding than my daughter . His passion is totally different from my daughter. It can be called a juvenile' s enthusiastic passion. I confess the very truth that I did not care his passion admitting him into science stream in higher secondary that too in a worst higher secondary school with maximum number of worthless teachers that made his career dark. My son used to commute more than fortysix kilometers a day to attend his whimsically taught classes. More often classes and practicals were not held ,if held that too whimsically without prior notice and time table . Concerned teachers were more partial to local students and used to help them giving notes. They were very indifferent and angry to the students who were not local.
I had done one of the heinous blunders in my life letting my adorable son to be taught there in science. My son never wanted to opt for science stream . I persuaded and forced him to take science whereas he was not at all interested to take science .He was fairly desirous to go for Arts or at best Commerce. Be it my son or any one a candidate's keen innate interest is everything and must always be granted.
Actually the main matter is that I wanted my son's bright future as every good father . But one thing I did not realize the lack of good erudite teachers.
This wrong judgement against his will shall ever leave me a repentant throughout my life .
I fully trust on God the Almighty's ever benevolent mercy on noble doers. Certainly He will help us in our great need with His solemn kindness. Our noble efforts shall never go vain and we will greatly be profited.
My character is just like Hamlet's .I am little nervous . My wife is mentally and heartly very stronger than me. I am little fearful because I am in a good job and position above all I have my family wife and two children behind. I always think about my family and children particularly about my very caring wife's health .She overworks for us and thus became ill with some of her physical problems.
I am abruptly zero tolerant to any injustice malpractice and sort of illegalities and irregularities. I am very sudden eveready and very aggressive and can't tolerate unnessasary delays . I am God fearing and an upright person. I am solely responsible for what I am today. Others may be passively responsible . I failed to succeed only for the lack of my own endeavour.I might well have tried but did not put my efforts rightly.
The only thing regret that I did not g encouragement and support to accomplish my noble works for the betterment of world society. Had I been backed I could easily have created an utopian world society.
Today's earth has been roughly polluted by our social environment . The Earth is only saved by a very few people's noble deed and God's benign grace .
My social and home experience says minimum ninety percent people lack developing qualities in them .They are self centred and money boarding beings for self and family . They are fully blind to their nation, reality , religion, culture, originality , ethnicity and glorious past of heroic deeds.
Human beings are solely responsible for the mother earths degeneration and deterioration . Many individuals are born great and became great but human beings are not. Maximum number of people lacks every goodness in them. Even if they actually have goodnesses in them they certainly don't have that virtue and fortitude to come forward to prove their hidden qualities at times due to social shyness.
Something I am compelled to say that to very regretfully is that a nation is precarious dilapidatory only for its unconscious and ignorant dudes. A very very larger population does not know behaviour,manner , dealing ,bussiness , driving care alertness vigilance caution attentiveness right consciousness love respect and dedication to nation religion origin and every all other goodness and prospering properties.
Almost all innocents helpless poors and lones are punished shot dead and imprisoned .
It is very usual to almost all human beings save some countable individuals to live in the pressurized present hardly ever looking back into oblivious past being totally putting aside impending future.This culture shall certainly destroy our ethnic and ancient civilization.
In this era of extremes everywhere I can see literate uneducated fools and surprisingly on the contrary illiterate educateds.
The world within the earth is still living only for holy mens' sacred endeavour and the benign grace of good God , the Almighty .
Deuces rogues evil and devils hardly ever die suffer and succumb injury .They don't die so easily . They are born only to give punishment to beings for their evil deeds. Now it's 2020 . Corona Age .The age of all extremities and all anxieties and all tensions.
At times the present tense world milieu compels me to vainly ponder over the past present and future tense . Not as a linguist , of course I am a linguist , l love language and linguistics I am a researcher in applied linguistics .
Here I am speaking the philosophy of a struggler 's war against all evils . I am an ever destroying thunderbolt at all sorts of human made evils corruption torture disturbance annoyance disorder procrastination sins and vices. I joyfully love to hate and destroy all these atrocities. But truly in this harsh world of excessively throbbing roguery folly and lack of daunting fortitude I have suppressed my daunting bravery with a great pyramid stone wall on my throbbing heart of courage .
I never trust theory verbosity words and lectures save divine inspiring by such great individuals who have truly changed the world for blissful peace and progress.
I am a very stubborn believer in dashing action united forever . I am always in favour of rapid and radical change for universal benevolence.
I heart strongly want all devils and deuces are to be sternly punished strictly according to their evil deeds done . This is my purely personal view. But God the first cause shall inevitably distribute their dues duly in time for their drastic deeds. Everything in this earth and universe is inbornly interlinked by an invisible length of indebtedness all among them . It's ever a universal truth .
But I can't resist my temptation and passion to destroy dastard devils . I am astonished and ashamed to feel how people are foolish and submissively bowed to all sorts of cruelty injustice and unkindness. How the maximum number of people unwisely spit everywhere unhealthily this always shocks and bugs me . I am telling about myself , I don't remember me ever spitting anywhere like this.
I heartily by God , telling I never and never want to abide by and bow down before and any injustice and corruption and any person corruptly rogue . I want to destroy all these heinous evils . But I know I can never change the world being only alone .
I have righteous temperament . I am God fearing . I stubbornly trust on the First Cause , the Creator . Besides I love and believe great individual beings of one great cause to change for the better . I can't endure much pain and tolerate all sorts of corruption and injustice and servile sinners of these too. I am non compromising about punishment for misdeeds in accordance to its severity.
I am very speedy and aggressively instant to do any good to the earth and environment . I don't tolerate delay I tend not to .
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